COME INTO THE WORLD OF AN URBAN BOMBSHELL!

Killin' em with kindness...

2011-12-28T05:01:00.000-08:00

First off let me apologize... It's been forever since I've posted on this blog! I've started a major love affair with tumblr and then that wicked temptress Instagram came in and well I've been quite torn betweent the two. I also have been posting on www.truealum.com where I have my own column "Spend The Night with a Bombshell." Some things have transpired that have renewed my urge to document in words my lessons in life. The rapid approach of the year 2012 is bringing about change, financial security and growth, a year closer to 30 and the official launch of my own personal website... www.whoisbombshelleve.com ... which will include all that encompasses my life, my adventures and misadventures, affairs, sex tips and tidbits, fashion, modeling and videos. Very excited to finally be taking this step and of course to be doing it the way I envisioned. Now to get into this blog..

It's said that "all is fair in love and war," but is it really? Breaking up or ending an affair is messy business and depending on how long the end has been near, almost destructive to any possibility of friendship. I found that there was a willingness on my end to be "the victim." To have the " why why why" mentality until the guy really hated me. Part of maturing for me was realizing that while I have the right to ask "why is this happening," in an effort to better myself for the next relationship , I have to ask almost knowing that I may NEVER get an answer or a logical one at that. Not all relationships are love, some are purely circumstancial and some never make it to that love stage. I love HARD... and I can honestly say for once in my adult life I was really in love.

There is always a hesitation on my end to speak on anyone else's feelings , so I won't, I will say for me that I loved him ( love, since this is still fresh) for who he was and is, his good days, bad days, when he acted like he could'nt breathe without me and when he acted like he didn't even think about me. I also realize that I am really the last person to fall out of love or even know that its time to push on. In this situation I allowed the "circle" to continue as much as he did, hoping that the way I felt wasn't in vain. Both of us expressed a saddness over the fact that there was no friendship, it was constantly over powered by a posessiveness and a pathetic attempt at just "being friends." I can honestly say I was the chaser for the last year, with him playing the skilled role of the chasee. Always giving enough hope that I hung on and expressing enough sadness when I said I couldn't anymore. And I ate it up! I think that there is an innate fear in all of us about being played, and while there is a great possibility that may be what has gone on here, as of right now I don't know. Played is at the mindset of the person, I look at myself proudly for being able to express how I felt to him even when I was returned with "thank yous" or " I just find this hard to believe."
Tenions boiled over finally when I was accused of something I couldn't possibly do, nor would want to. Back peddleing on a semi-public declaration on his end was made with a clear request of me to "kick rocks." An while this is par-de- course of our normal routine I notice something different in me. I still lost my appetite and wanted to sleep until I couldn't anymore, but the tears were far less. Definitely more of a knee-jerk reaction to my feelings being hurt as opposed
to the deep pain of loss. I finally reached that infamous "numbness" that I've heard men speak about regarding some of the games we women can play. Also gone was my need to understand, replaced by knowing "poor baby didn't have a clue what he wanted." As the terms of endearnments completely gave way to non personal dialogue, the attempts of making it seem like I dreamed up the whole encounter, harsh advice to "get over it," and the villian role being completely assumed I found myself chuckling.

YES CHUCKLING!
No I'm not crazy, I just really found myself still extremely thankful for the experience, for me learning that I am romantical, that I will never ever ever be a secret no matter whom it is I'm dating, that I can't make someone see their own beauty no matter how hard I try. I learned that I will not fight someone for them, especially if its not just me they're running from, that no matter how many emotional gut punches I take if I love someone I love them and still can walk away without an ill word to say about them. Most importantly I can do all of this without him ever knowing. My mother says that the things he said were just to get me to leave him alone and hurt my feelings, I acknowledge that she could be right, but I think its high time I take him for word value. I can share all of this because I know in the end I am the lucky one, because I finally opened up and allowed myself to love and be loved, even if he chose in the end not to.
I want to say he isn't the man I thought he was, but I know that's not true and that one day he will be the man I know he is. But only when he's ready, and that woman will be a blessed one! So even though all contact with him is now and possibly forever ceased I just want to say Thank you K.A. and may you find your happiness.

Ultimately a lady just kills them with kindness!.

The Bombshell's VIDA LOCA.......

2011-03-24T15:44:00.000-07:00

HHHHHeeeellllllooooooo my faithfuls!!!!!! If you are just now tuning into my affairs let me warn you, I get into some shit! Most of the time I happen to fall into some dope shit, and meet dope people... but every so often I just fall into some shit! March 17th marked the birthdays of my bestie for life Jessica and my Bombshell Cartel member Anna. So in our usual black "sex and the city" style we stepped out friday night for a Dwele show at the very posh Yoshi's in san francisco! I was LATE.... smh like always but we all looked fanatasic and Dwele put on a wonderful show!!! Feeling like my old party girl self I was down to hit another event or two after Dwele ended.... and it just so happened that I got a inside line to two events. The old homie Dj Franzen was in town and spinning in SF as well so off we smashed to stop by and say hi!! Then it was off to Oakland, for the Pisces bash where I was in dire need of some shots! Two shots of Ciroc and 1 shot of patron later..it was time to head on home. Pretty innocent and uneventful right until I took my exit and got pulled over!!! 0_O I was not swerving or driving in a suspesions matter by the own accord of the officer he merely saw me doing the "weave pat" and decided to pull me over(clearly he was not black). Two officers and a slew of soberity tests later I was axiously awaiting in the back of a warm police car to take the breath alazyer test, completely praying that I was not gonna be the first time that I experience handcuffs. After embarrassing the officiers a bit, I blow and we all look to see what numbers pop up on the screen. .078 second blow .075 .... under the legal limit by a smidge but not out of the realm of trouble... my licence is suspended. Gratefully , my willingness to cooperate and cheerful demeanor I was able to call a ride and get picked up, just for safety. Needless to say I won't be testing my luck anymore!!!!
Here are some images ... Also I had an amazing test shoot with 510 Media photographer Nana... can't wait for the actually shoot...

Damn almost forgot about my life giving Tuesday night after my test shoot at the "Bet Music Matters" event at 1015 coordinated by Mr. Je... I did miss my buddy London (@londonland) perform but I know he killed it... here is his video "Body" shot by Fred Shavies (3680photography.com )taken from the event

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2FDqndM0iKY

... and here are some images and video of Marsha Ambrousis and Melaine Fiona ... My girl Ki joined me and Special Love To Delf aka @drpostalot and @Mrje for making sure I was in the house!!!!

I'm an Expert......

2011-03-18T10:51:00.000-07:00

So last month I was approached by a photographer to give my advice and share my expericences on being an "non-agency" model. Well my experiences, advice and tips are featured in an E-book entitled.. "The Aspiring Models Guide to Self-promotion" by L.J. Black.

This ebook is completely free and definitely gives you a nice picture of what you may face and how to get your self-promo going.

Here is the link:
http://www.mediafire.com/?e211ahr9zsbk03c

download away...

I'm so happy and honored to be able to contribute to this....

=)

OMG!!! THE FASHIONISTA IN ME IS IN HEAVEN...

2011-03-18T10:29:00.000-07:00

I FOUND A NEW PLACE TO SHOP ONLINE..

WWW.BOUTIQUES.COM

LOVE LOVE LOVE..... AND YOUR WELCOME

Coming soon: My excerpt in an Ebook on modeling...

2011-03-15T13:34:00.001-07:00

I'm so excited....

Happy Birthday Mirm... aka Roomie

2011-03-13T01:06:00.000-08:00

Hi...I'm The Bombshell ...and I have 'Fro Envy!! Nice to meet you..!!

2011-03-01T13:58:00.000-08:00

I made a decision back on the 21st of October, 2009, to do something different with her hair. As a young Bombshell I discovered how much I enjoyed changing my hairstyle, it was like a small form of dress up, so I constantly changed my hair. The reason why this decision I made was so major that I remember the date is because for the first time since I was 5 years old, I decided to go au natural. Well, okay, I cheated and attempted to transition for a bit, I did a texturizer. I then rang in the New Year with No chemical at all, 2010 I decided to stop all chemicals. By early July 2010 I did a mini-Big Chop and cut away the last of the remaining chemical from my ends. My hair was so short I could barely pull my hair back into a little "puff." It was a very vain period in the "natural hair" journey. Let's just say, lacefronts, half wigs and full wigs became my over used accessory. Another Year began and it was time to see a natural hair stylist and get over my newly developed "stylist" fear. Ms. thang washed, deep conditioned, colored, cut and flat ironed the hell out of my hair..and I was loving my decision!! Not only while it was straight..but the length of my coils when I finally washed my hair. Pictures below!!!

I have also developed a serious case of "Fro" envy... see the natural beauties I am gunning for...

Ms. Janelle Monae

Ms. Esperanza Spalding

My ultimate "Fro " admiration and envy goes to... Ms. YaYa Da Costa.... Damn..

Sooo what I need is....

2011-02-21T01:11:00.000-08:00

Just to get away..let loose...and party... it's time... maybe... March...????

Sweet Treats Pre-Valentine's day party 2011 "Masters of the Pole"

2011-02-09T09:22:00.000-08:00

Last year... Was the Pleasure Party with Booty Parlor...

It was pretty fun, full of girl talk and new sensual goodies!!!
This year... Sensual dance and pole instruction at Sedusa Studios with my girl Aby as the instructor....

Damn we had a ball... and Learn some sexy moves...

4:21 am.... Feeling Emo...

2011-02-07T04:21:00.000-08:00

Now I feel like Carrie without Mr. Big!!! Giving up on us getting it together and getting back to the love. Not entirely, but am tired of being an emotional punching bag...

It was so easy, I made it hard and now we have switched positions and I'm reaping a bit of what I sowed. But....I refuse to be "the problem" forever. I don't bring you joy... and thats all I want for you... Maybe one day....

Love always.....

The Look... Part 1

2011-02-03T18:14:00.000-08:00

My shoot with 510 photography 1/28/2011

Random Images....

2011-01-30T03:45:00.000-08:00

I am loving this guy....

DAMN ... I HAVE A PROBLEM....

2011-01-24T01:48:00.000-08:00

It's time to revamp my wardrobe... but I still need furniture and a new car...

what does this mean?

It means, Ladies and Gentlemen, we have entered in the season of "Fuck you, Pay me! Please"

*giggles*

ARTIST SPOTLIGHT: MORE THAN JUST A DJ.....DJ SLOWPOKE...

2011-01-22T17:48:00.001-08:00

*Deep Sigh* I'm late.... as always... I really need to work on this "prompt-ness" thang. Anywho, I'm headed to my first artist spotlight of 2011, and it's with a DJ. *Excited face*!!!!
As a self admitted "DJ-groupie" this artist spotlight is right up my alley. I just find the skill of not only knowing what a crowd wants to hear but also anticpating what the crowd may like musically, to be amazing.

Dressed very comfortably rocking m big hair, trying to NOT stand out (yea right), I stroll into the chosen meeting space, look around and spot DJ Slowpoke. Hugs are exchanged along with greetings and he says " thats an interesting look your going for...!" I remark about my big hair wig always drawing attention to which he responds "oh so its a 'hat!'" I quickly point out that when I purchase my wigs they say "wigs" not hat and we both chuckle.

See that's the thing about "Poke" he never minces words!!

Location: Mountain View, Ca. 2000*

While enjoying Summer Jam, SlowPoke and a friend encountered a guy passing out promotional material (promo cds). Loving the idea of being surrounded by all that music, Poke and his friend asked the guy how they could be down (The guy, AG, happened to be in charge of Def Jam Bay Area, at the time), and were directed to Ingrid of the now defunct, Keep it Real Promotions. After a while Poke went from just promoting to actually running the promotion company when Ingrid decided to walk away from the business. Once the labels got wind that Ingrid was not longer running Keep it Real, they stopped sending music. Enter in Rob Reyes a former Kmel dj that after the mass lay-off decided to get into promotions thus M1 Promo was born. In 2001, Poke came in contact with Rob and was working with Rob and M1 Promo, taking a break to move to Florida in 2003 to attend Full Sail University and once he graduated in May of 2005, he came back to the bay and M1 Promo. Rob taught Poke how to dj, he practiced everyday focusing on blending as opposed to scratching and recieved his first break when Rob need a bathroom break at a "Black Saturday" event he was djing. Once he returned from school he began getting dj gigs on his own.

AKA "HE PLAYED IT FIRST"

Poke seems to be blessed with the ability to just kind of "know" what is hot. So whether its a the club, a party or on his blog, http://newslaps.blogspot.com , he's playing something fresh just for the masses, and more times than not... He's playing it first. He does admit that alot of times he doesn't get the credit, but he has the satisfaction of knowing how it really goes down.

BECOMING APART OF THE CORE DJS

There are six djs in the bay area that apart of the Core DJs: Dj Daisy Dukes, Dj D-Sharp, Dj Juice, Dj SuperJames, Dj Moe-1 and Dj SlowPoke.....

Core djs is about who matters in "their" market (Core djs are a nationwide organization) not about being on the radio, but bringing it back to the dj controlling the party.

MORE THAN JUST A DISC JOCKEY...

All in all Poke has the ear, the experience from promo, the audio engineering degree and plus musical tenacity runs in the family ( his uncle is neo-soul singer-songwriter/producer Rapheal Saddiq, his cousin is producer Mark Garvey) he is looking beyond the turntables. His interests in djing the party scene is already wanning, and he is very much looking into going into A&R. Which would take his career and love with music full circle....

Check out the DJ SLOWPOKE

HTTP://TWITTER.COM/DJSLOWPOKE

HTTP://NEWSLAPS.BLOGSPOT.COM

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The moment a Daddy's girl realizes Daddy is a "Man"

2011-01-17T15:48:00.000-08:00

Up until this past year my father had always been some hybrid blend of superhero and demigod in my eyes. Anything that went wrong I knew when I finally told my dad he would tell me everything would be okay and hug me...tell me how beautiful I am..and then make me laugh. And then he did something that I never saw coming, he left, I mean not me he left my mother but it felt like he left me. His choosen method was cowardly, something again I've never saw coming! And then something I had always been told about my father was staring me smack dab in my face.... My daddy is merely a MAN.

Growing up my view and relationship with my father was often romantized by my friends and even by me. There was no way you could convince me that my father couldn't leap buildings in a single bound. When my magic carpet was yanked out from underneath me I found myself turning to any man in my life to find that father figure, mind you my dad just left the house not my life. Dumping all my frustration on people who really have their own lives...but only when I felt like it and just engrossed myself in to selfish, deep depression...majorly based on the realization that my father is a "mere mortal." After a real conversation with my little brother and my father I'm okay with the fact that my father is in fact human.

I actually consider myself pretty lucky it took until I was 27 years old before I saw my dad as a Man, mistakes, flaws and all. I am still an ultimate "Daddy's girl" but I am more of a functioning adult. No longer feeling the need to dump my sadness on the man in my life, I do want to apologize to "him" though. I am sincerely sorry for the extra stress and drama I've been causing... I am putting myself on time out!!!

I was always one to stress how important a father is in his daughther's life but I think I sincerely believe it now looking back on how my father with his decisions has affected my love life.

But I'm not going to lie and say that I don't miss the days of naivety when I curled up in my dad's lap and squished my cheek next to his for as long as I could...and my daddy was my personal superhero...

Sometimes growing up is bittersweet.....

FASHION NIGHT WITH THE CARTEL.....

2011-01-11T01:50:00.001-08:00

Shoot I did with Cal Ripken !!!!

2011-01-02T03:28:00.000-08:00

Thanks Cal...for having me be apart of the shoot!!!

Your typical reflection blog on New Year's day!!!

2011-01-02T01:22:00.000-08:00

I find myself staring into my own eyes in the mirror...asking myself "who are you and what do you want?" It is so easy to get caught up in the routine of life, to push to the side what you really want to handle your responsiblities. 2010 Was a hell of a year for me... and though I'm always concious of myself through out, the start of a new year always brings on self reflection. So my goal this entire year...is to please myself as much as I possibly can. To go with what I feel, and not let fear of failure or disappointment me stop me from pushing forward. IT'S HIGH TIME THAT THE BOMBSHELL WAS FEELING GOOD.... LET'S GO!

Happy New year!!! 2011 New shoot with Toirram Photography

2011-01-01T16:04:00.000-08:00

Revamp sexy shoot... ...

R.I.P. Teena Marie

2010-12-27T06:02:00.000-08:00

Portugese love... my favorite Teena Marie song!!!

Bombshell Cameo throw back... Yung Lott

2010-12-27T06:00:00.000-08:00

What do you see!!!

It's funny...

2010-12-25T00:41:00.000-08:00

When a romance is lost alot of people believe in the motto " best way to get over a past love is to get under a new one," I find that game plan doesn't quite work for me. The process of learning each other, while it's enlightening, can be quite tedious for a Heart of the mend. And the "desire" to meet new people is not so demanding with me. Its just funny to me that the "new" ones only succeed in making me miss and yearn for the "old " one. smh...

Merry Christmas to you all...don't mind me....

I'll be sulking in the corner

MMMMMM... Preparing for my shoot Tomorrow 12.20.10

2010-12-19T23:52:00.000-08:00

Raheem Devaughn "She's Single" .... ya'll ready?

Be right back....

2010-12-13T00:58:00.000-08:00

Yes, The Bombshell has been missing in action... I am trying to get some things in order... so please bear with me. We all know Life has a way of getting complicated!

I'll be back soon!!

JUST A RANDOM SHOOT...

2010-11-30T09:16:00.000-08:00

GOTTA LOVE 510 PHOTOGRAPHY... MORE TO COME

YEA...SO I'M A TEASE...AND?

2010-11-16T16:34:00.000-08:00

Jill Scott really did it with this joint... and thanks to Mr. @Sallismoney for the idea...

Just a video showcasing my social life...11.8-11.13

2010-11-14T05:55:00.000-08:00

On this Rainy Tuesday Night!!!!

2010-11-09T19:07:00.000-08:00

RECOVERY!!!!
Your favorite Bombshell went a little too hard Monday night... I knew I felt good..looked good...and party great..but judging by the texts I recieved while in the building of #mondaysoul for Erk tha Jerk's album release ( go pick up Nerd's eye view on itunes, best buy and rasputins here in the bay) I was feeling GREAT! Have I possibly converted to dark liquor like the homies? Nah that was definitely a tribute night......!!!! Had to do a little tweaking to my outfit but it all worked out ..because the focus for me was wearing my 5in beauties for the first time!!! And you know what they made it the whole night with no issues!!!!! *Bombshell dreamy sigh* I had on a bombshell must, backseam stockings (instant sexy) to complete my slightly revealing ensemble. Liz the Biz was stunning in a metallic cheetah print mini dress..and sexy black pumps..!!! Here are some pictures below... if I find anymore I'll post em!!!

This week is looking a little more social for me... Possible outing to PST (Eve Lounge in San franicsco,ca ) Thursday night, and a long overdue visit to the Hustler club ..in San Francisco, ca friday night... !!!

Nothing says stress relief like foreign naked boobies!!!!

Halloween Weekend....

2010-11-01T05:35:00.000-07:00

Images only...this weekend was a bit off... I need to do a vlog... for ya'll...lol...

Old footage... I really need to record my next shoot

2010-11-01T05:31:00.000-07:00

So .... I have to have music on when I shoot... ( many photographers know this) what happens is this.... kind of... See the photographer asked if he could record me... Sure why not!!! lol... Enjoy

Bad day ...but it's only 9:15 am......

2010-10-25T12:36:00.000-07:00

When it rains, it pours!!

So upholding my belief that bad things happen in threes here is how my Monday has happened.

While driving early in the am I experience a blow out of my left front tire. I am able to safely get to the shoulder where I then go into a quick panic mode. While on the phone with Mama Bombshell a tow truck pulls up behind me. "I didn't call a tow truck, mom!!" He offers to put my spare on FREE OF CHARGE....!!! So in about 20 minutes I'm on my merry way, great right? Not so much because barely 5 minutes on the road CHP pulls up behind me... =( Again on the phone with Mama Bombshell I say "Hey I gotta go I'm about to get pulled over...." MB "Are you serious? Were you speeding?" Me " Ummmm mom, I have a doughnut on ...why would I speed...I gotta go!"

Sure enough... the flashing lights begin and I am once again pulled over on the shoulder... while I am waiting for the polite officer to write up my ticket , I happen to check my twitter and see a tweet from my coworker... "Where are you?"

This has to be a sick joke..... I'm off today there is no possible way he could be talking about what I think he's talking about!! A quick phone call confirms my fears... I mistakely thought I was off work today!!! My scheduled shift was for 6:30 am it is now 8:25 am....FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!

I call my manager and just throw myself at his mercy...Luckily he's pretty understanding and the fact that I've NEVER had a scheduling issue before doesn't hurt I'm sure. And I'm still able to clock in my dough for the day because I still had to come into work.

Sigh..... Even The Bombshell wishes she had a "Stand-in" sometimes.....

** I was given a free bottle of wine...so bottoms up**

Ever feel like......

2010-10-24T03:00:00.000-07:00

In living life, I have realized that alot of relationships are like seasons, and even more relationships simply just run their course. A select few are around for the long haul, in any capacity. Romantically speaking, I've often wondered if a relationship that has gone cold for reasons stemming from adulthood (eg. schedules, life commitments, struggles) is really done?
Passion!!! it is a hell of an accelerant within relationships, often turning them into worldwind courtings. But when problems arise, it may also largely contribute to the dissolving of one.

Does anyone else ever feel like just ONE kiss could possibly jumpstart a "passion reaction" that has you and the other person feigning temporary amnesia and headed down a familiar road?

So does one hope to never be kissed by this person again, spend an outrageous amount of time avoiding being "alone?" Being the Bombshell that I am, I would suggest just living life, if by some random act of fate you look up and notice you are in fact cornered and that deciding kiss is impending.... close your eyes, pucker up and figure out how you feel once it ends!!!

That Damn Erk !!!! Anything Video...FIRE!!

2010-10-16T02:51:00.000-07:00

I don't know about ya'll but I can not wait for Nov. 9th!!!!! Nerd's Eye View... I think he's teased us enough...*pout*... =)

Check him out.. WWW.ERKTHAJERK.COM for more videos and "FREE" music downloads....

follow him on twitter http://twitter.com/erkthajerk

Once again.. He raps, sings, produces, directs and does photography.... get at him!!!

a little video love.....

2010-10-16T02:40:00.000-07:00

Music is from the Chick Corea Trio feat. Christian McBride live in Yoshi's 10/11/2010

Monday night Jazz at Yoshi's with Christian McBride

2010-10-15T02:04:00.000-07:00

Got to love this Indian Summer the Bay is experiencing!!! My semi-stressful Monday night was magically transformed with a visit to Yoshi's. I love music... so I was excited for some live jazz in my life...and Mr. Christian McBride and The Chick Corea Trio did not disappoint!!!

Me and Mimi aka The Roomie drove on down to Jack London Square, Oakland, Ca and complimented each other on our "grow-ness" lol.

Late, but I mean...when is The Bombshell not making a fashionable entrance... we were seated and promptly ordered our drinks... Live Jazz with the grown folks and musically enriched was exactly what I needed to bring my Bombshell back.... and it definitely enticed my musical pallette. Sometimes things get going in your life that leave you wondering "What am I doing?" and I was/am in one of those times....

NO NEED TO FRET LADIES AND GENTS...

I'm slowly coming on back... New dress and new shoes.. and some sexy "unmentionables" underneath definitely helped complete my "Bombshell" attitude!!!

Christian McBride took care of us bombshells....Thank you, sir!!

check him out :

http://christianmcbride.com

http://facebook.com/officialchristianmcbride

http://twitter.com/mcbridesworld

A Bombshell's social engagements.....

2010-10-11T02:45:00.000-07:00

Wouldn't you know it, just as my social engagement calender starts to fill up for the rest of the month and next month, WORK decides to pick up as well. AAAAHHHH the life..!!!

A busy Bombshell is a happy Bombshell, and I am quite the social butterfly. I've alreadly hit Mouth Off, longest running spoken word venue in Oakland, Ca, for some socializing andcocktails with the girls. Stress was at an all time high, lately , not only at work but in my personal life as well. But after, this outing I was feeling back to my old self!!!!

And the outing options have just been pouring in since, Friday(10/8/10) was Bday drinks withMs. Kisura at thepopularand regular "Bombshell Cartel"haunt... MAS SAKE!!! I was not sure I was going to be able to attend, but let me say how happy I was that I could. Per usual, a top notch experience was had... and $4 sake bombs (the best in the Bay, in my opinion) how can you lose. Let's add... a free birthday round of flavorful shots and a very nice group of intoxicated folks passing their left over SAKE ( sounds kinky, huh!!??) to the crew, SCORE!!!

After a pretty comical drunken pit stop at P's spot it was late night burgers and a nice warm bed, back at Le Chateau Belle. Saturday was full of relaxation since I had to be into work for my normal midnight shift...but I did recieve an invite from Ms. Samantha C for a BBQ !!! As for Sunday Ms. Samantha C was also having a private event at her store in Berkeley... and I also had to attend the Birthday party of a pretty hip 2 year old.. Justice Powell. I still had to work Sunday night, so I could only attend one, so I will be popping up on Ms. Samantha for some OVERDUE "tete a tete."

For the week, even though I am looking at only 1 off day, I am going to be going to Yoshi's in Jack London Square, Oakland, CA to take in some Jazz. A nice gentleman I have met through my job, Mr. Christian McBride, will be performing!!! And I am planning on catching some lunch dates and getting my massage and possibly my trip to "The Wizard" scheduled. On top of working crazy hours for the next two weeks!!!

I know I know you all are waiting for images of "Le Chateau Belle" and of the Bomb's Boudior.... but I'm not completely set up yet..so WAIT! Dammit! =) Bomb is definitely going to be using the calendar and alert function on the iphone

.... and I love it. I am also planning a shoot or two...and trying to get this website together to launch. I'm such a perfectionist...so bare with me!!!

Well that's been last week affairs.....

MUSIC LINK FROM DJ SLOWPOKE

2010-10-04T07:26:00.000-07:00

here is the link =>http://newslaps.blogspot.com/2010/10/djslowpoke-presents-pretty-girl-music.html
I will go ahead and tell you it slaps!!!! YOUR WELCOME!

Such is life....

2010-10-04T06:04:00.000-07:00

"La pire chose que n'est tenue à quelqu'un qui ne veut pas être tenue!!!"

Translate to

"The worst thing is holding on to someone who doesn't want to be held on to."

Marilyn on my mind.....

2010-10-04T02:23:00.000-07:00

MARILYN MONROE.... one of THEE major and most well known Bombshells ever, has been on my mind quite a bit. I have used her images before as inspiration before for a few shoots..and I think I'm ready to do so again....

What I think I love the most about her images is that no matter what they all seem candid...

Candids are so beautiful because it invites the viewers into a moment...

So stay tuned I'm going to line up a few different photographers and get to work on my vision ....I can't wait to show you all the finished project..which may include a website...FINALLY!!

****The Bombshell Bella******

THE BOMBSHELL : Real Life:

2010-09-27T03:02:00.000-07:00

Bombshell The Model:

2010-09-27T00:35:00.000-07:00

Just a lil peek into my freak!!!!

2010-09-13T00:01:00.000-07:00

As I've matured I have embraced my square vibe and image I give off. I have realized that most people assume I have not seen or experienced certain things in my life and put me in the "sheltered" category. My boy, @themrharris, knows what I'm talking abou

t!! I see now that this probably extends to my sex life as well. Now don't get me wrong I get approached with the "Your a freak! I can tell!" line, but I chalk that up to the desires of the person approaching me. Until the deed has been done I think there is a certain expectation of me to be WEAK in the sack. I wonder why this is? I have been told that I have a sex appeal that comes across in my images, in person, hell, even over the phone. So with all this "sex appeal" is it the belief that it won't/can't/doesn't amount to anything in bed?

Then there are those who catch me in a groove while I'm out drinking and lounging it u

p. I've been asked more than a few times if I'm an "exotic dancer" as one guy put it, at first I was wondering if I was a bit extreme when letting music possesses me, but I was told it was the confidence and sex appeal that I display that makes people wonder.

Now here is where I take full responsibility for someone being "surprised" by my freak!! I don't believe in bragging on my "skills." If I say something it's happened . I just feel like when you hype up your skill, or give a script to the situation before it happens your already setting yourself up for failure. Plus I'm a gemini, we like to be surprised and unscripted.

I've said all of that to say this, I AM A FREAK! There are ideas and thoughts of my sexual imagination that I have yet to discover. Not everyone who has had "the Bomb" experience has gone past level one of my freak meter, at least on my rating.

SO I OFFER TO YOU ALL A PEEK INTO MY FREAK!

My freak is based on trust , desire and ability. If you can give me the illest mind fuck, I mean be able to say, type,text something to me and my body feels it, then you have already gotten me past level one.

If you can allow me to have some sort of control, then you will see how "excited" I am to relinquish control. If I am really feeling you I love how you sound, even deep breathing can cause me to shiver. I am sensitive and extremely responsive. I love to play, switch up scenery and I don't mind bringing some toys into the mix.

I love being watched and I love to watch......

A true Gemini, I don't mind trying something at least once(sometimes twice to make sure), and I aim to please!

Fucking is an action, sex is a feeling and MAKING LOVE IS ALL ABOUT PASSION!

Goal: My dream Boudior....

2010-09-12T06:08:00.000-07:00

One of the things I never miss from shoots is the dressing room.... the vanity, the li

ghts, mirrors clothing racks etc. It makes me feel like a superstar, definitely he

lps me to channel all the "Bombshells ofChristmas past!!!" For the new spot I am determined to acheive the look of a lavish boudi

or/ dressing room. I am planning to channel old Hollywood glamour and new age fashionista!!

Wish me luck..I have already decided on my bed and some images to go around the vanity....

Shoe-gasm!!!!

2010-09-12T02:36:00.000-07:00

The Bomb is moving!!!

2010-09-05T02:32:00.000-07:00

So it's official... Bomb is moving to a different city with a Roomie... and yes she is apart of the "Bombshell Cartel" Miriam has made appearances in the blog even had her own video (see sexy tricks

Le Chateau Belle is cozy and will definitely

be lavish with two fashionistas under one room ...(major selling point..both rooms have walk in closets OMG!!) . With both of us being music lovers... there will be plenty of tune-age and art in the place as well. I've been EXTREMELY patient and precise when waiting for the time to come for me to move out of the Rent's roof again. My fast ass moved out at 18 almost 19, and jetted 3,000 miles away, so I am determined to do it correctly now. Plus as I get wiser, I know I want to live on my own a few years before EVER moving in with another man. NOT SAYING THAT TIME IS COMING ANYTIME SOON, but just to have the experience under my belt so I know how to live with whom ever that man may be.

Lately my days have been filled with numbers and by numbers I mean $$$$$, catalogs, paint samples, setting up utilites and cooridnating schedules of all kinds with my beautiful roomie.

I've had the vision of my boudair for a while now...but I have realized that though it will still be plush with a accurate mix of feminie and masculine properties it may not be AS plush as I want it to be... right away...

I will keep all of ya up to date with the progress though....

SO YOUR A PLEASER ARE YOU....? YOU SURE?

2010-08-24T05:47:00.000-07:00

How many "pleasers" have you come across in your dating life?

I know I have run across quite a few self-proclaimed "pleasers," I believe giving yourself the title of "pleaser" is just like saying I Love you or saying your a "Good" woman or man. Often its self diagnosed and usually incorrectly. So what's The Bombshell's description of a PLEASER......

Pays attention to your reactions

Asks for direction

Seduces you

Does not feel accomplished until you get that knock out nut!!!

Anticipates what would push you over the edge.

Gives you/or makes it seem like you have power

Strict enforcer of PLEASURE

.... I mean thats pretty much what I can describe in words. A pleaser is like a sex personal assistant, they make the journey to extascy obtainable and effortless. So unless your completely selfish in making sure your partner is satisfied and read to pass out, then please...PLEASE! Do not give yourself the label of "Pleaser."

As a fellow member of the Pleaser community I can not describe how disappointing it is to think your meeting a worthy opponent in the bedroom only to realize you've been duped! Just imagine two Pleasers who begin in an intense kissing session in the living room on the couch... neck nibbles, tongue sucking, lip biting... heavy breathing and small moans.... to move still kissing to the bedroom... where clothes are sprinkled all over the room and the real foreplay begins.... I mean the head segment alone is INTENSE...

Become a student in the fine art of pleasing... and an active participate. Schedule foreplay only sessions...test and tease your limitations and senses. Then, and only then, when you only hold on to the selfish act of making someone cum...give yourself the title PLEASER!!!!

SOME MORE SHOE ORGASM!!!!

2010-08-24T03:50:00.000-07:00

I HAVE A SHOE HITLIST...

A peek in to my mind @ 5:00 am

2010-08-22T02:36:00.000-07:00

How good it feels..... how right!!! Everything sounds so good, the laughs, the stories, the discussions the passion!!! Could it be true?

Hmmmm

R.I.P.....

2010-08-16T04:44:00.000-07:00

ROBERT WILSON age 53

If you know me you know how much I adore Gap Band. Pops is a funk man, and Gap Band is and was one of his Saturday favorites to jam to. Robert Wilson was the Bass player for The Gap Band. "The Godfather of The Bass," was working on an album and was slated to perform August 28th,2010 in Tulsa, Ohio his childhood home!

Here is some live performances of The Gap Band for your Monday Morning!!!

Yearning for your love!!

Outstanding

OMG.....

2010-08-16T00:24:00.003-07:00

hOW i WaNt THESE SHOES!!!!!!

Damn She's still taking pictures...??!!!!!!

2010-08-09T02:00:00.000-07:00

Some recent images from my shoot with 510 Photography... ummmm please disregard the extra thickness my goodness..lol...

I will have more shoots coming soon!!!

muah

Artist Spotlight The ex Files... Mr. Steve Wyreman

2010-08-02T03:10:00.000-07:00

It's been a few years since we dated and I still am absolutely amazed by his talent. He's one of the coolest most laid back cats I know. Love when my phone rings or I see a text that says "YO! What's good?" cause I know we are going to have a great funny conversation. But when it comes to his guitar the man pulls this emotion out of you, clear evidence of what natural talent, hardwork and sheer determination can get you, I would like to introduce you, Ladies and Gentlemen, to Mr. Steve Wyreman....

ME: How did you get started professionally playing the guitar?

STEVE: By playing around the Bay in clubs and churches. Then when Keyshia Cole got signed I was apart of her band, I have now been with her for 7 years.

ME: What was your first major gig?

STEVE: Percy Sledge

ME: I remember from our many chats that you are not "formally trained," when did you first pick up the guitar?

STEVE: Around 8 or 9, I mowed laws to purchase my first guitar.

ME: Where are you from?

STEVE: Bay Area(San Francisco, Bay Area, California) born and raised...

ME: What drew you to hip hop?

STEVE: I learned to play the blues at 14, soon after I started having gigs with blues bands, which is the root of all music. I have always listened to Stevie and Marvin but I also have an ecelctic taste in music ranging from The Parliment to David Bowie. I began playing church gigs at 17 and the people who he knew from those gigs would call me for R&B gigs.

ME: Who have you worked with?

STEVE: I have worked with Keyshia, Fantaisa, Kim Burrell, Lala Hathaway, Lauryn Hill, Common, Rick Ross, DJ Quik, Mary J. Blidge, Raheem Dauvaghn , Jasmine Sullivan, Kelis and Richard Ashcroft.

ME: What would you say are some of your most humbling moments?

STEVE: I would say when I battled Ernie Isley at the
House of Blues in ATL and from that i was invited to a jam session with
Prince. Another [humbling experience is] with Lauyrn Hill playing "Zion" in Japan in a hotel bed
room, just her voice and my

guitar, amazing!

EVE: Who are you working with right now?

STEVE: Richard Ashcroft of The Verve, you know the song "Bitter Sweet Symphony," right? Well he formed a new band.

ME: What would you say is the biggest different between your hip hop gigs and this "rock" gig?

STEVE: With the R&B gigs I am nothing more than a back up musician : think Jimi hendrix before he became Jimi Hendrix! To the audience you don't have a name!

With the rock gig I am a major part from the studio to the performance. I have more solos up front with the Singer.

ME: What is the passport looking like?

STEVE: My passport is full, actually you reminded me I need to get pages added because I'm headed to Japan soon!

Me: Where has music taken you?

Steve: All over America 15 times over expect Alaska! I have been to Canda, Mexico, Europe (all over), Japan and the Carribean a few times.

Me: What's your goal?

Steve: I am not looking to be an artist, I am really interested in getting into production. I want to “change music back to music,” take it back to the days when live instruments were used in the studio sessions. I also want to get on the rock scene as a well known guitar player.

Me: What is your favorite guitar?

Steve: I own A 79 strat...(brown) and was gifted a 63 gibson es 3 35

Me: What are some of your horrible experiences on the road?

Steve: Man let's see I got paid in counterfeit money, on one tour the tour manager skipped out with the money and didn't pay the dus driver so he sold all the band's stuff. The bus crash with The Coup. I've been held up at gun point and the cops stopping the tour bus because they thought we were trafficing cocaine. All learning experiences!

Me: *Giggles* Ummm Wow!

Me: How do you stay working?

Steve: Stay relevant and stay relatively professional.make your flights, and do your job. It's more than playing , you have to stay professional and cool.

Me: Does it surprise you how much your name and work is out there?

Steve: Yes!

Me: Who is your ideal "Bombshell?"

Steve: Come on man! (Laughs) I would say Erykah Badu! But I work with or have met alot of the females most dudes trip over and so I'm not really into super glammed up R&B chick.

Me: What is your heritage?

Steve: Most people think I’m mixed with Black, but I am Asian and Asian and White!

You can catch Steve on tour with Richard Ashcroft, he's also doing some work with Hip hop and R&B producer No I.D. (that's him playing that soulful guitar and bass on the "Tears of Joy" by Rick Ross featuring Ceelo Green). If you need more information or would like to catch more videos of him playing just google the man, Steve Wyreman. I have put a little video together for your enjoyment though and I am ending this affair with a picture I told a while back with my favorite guitar in Steve's collection!!

FOOTAGE OF SOME OLD SHOOTS

2010-07-26T02:30:00.000-07:00

I decided to put this together because I plan on doing something kind of hot in the next couple of weeks..... Ya'll aint ready!

Yes I am a Flirt...

2010-07-11T01:16:00.000-07:00

Recently a night out with my girl caused me to reflect on my inner workings, romantically. My boy Prentice's weekly event was poppin' and with the "just right" sized crowd, I found myself in my element. I am a flirt, no that's not the epiphany, I've always know this! I make sure to let any man I am dealing with know this ahead of time, to save us both any headaches. I am a true flirt! I flirt with men and women, I make eye contact, I'm quite touchy feely and its all geniue. But as far as the men who pique my interest beyond the normal flirting routine, I often found myself wondering when my desire to flirt wans and what makes it rage?

Most of the men around me, my boys, all say that my logic, relationship wise, is very spot on for that of a male. Though I often remind them that I am in fact ALL WOMAN, I finally understood what they mean. I love the rush of a new romance, the uncharted terroitory, because of this I have "Relationship ADD."

Now do not misunderstand, I am firmly uphold monogamy when in a committed relationship. But again everyone's definition of cheating is different, so by cheating I'm refering to sexual relations. Emotionally, I can not say that I have been completely faithful in every relationship, and I do understand to some that's just as bad as physically cheating.

So here is the distinction, being a woman I do require a certain amount of attention (alot), for me it is a pretty balanced amount of mental and physical. But unlike alot of women, I can move on or lose interest quite quickly, especially if I am not getting the amount of attention I would like.

Now, as far as flirting is concerned, I just recently discovered that I suffer from "Flirting A.D.D!" SHOCKED FACE ! The appeal of flirting is that is is fun, carefree, sexy, only a tad bit scandolous and harmless (most of the time). My flirting desire dies down once one of these characteristics are no longer in the mix. Most importantly if I'm being ignored!!!! I can not have a flirt session by myself.

Flirting is a game, the trick to a great match is to keep each other wanting more but never with the feeling of being lead on. Flirting can turn into to romantic trysts, I mean, we all know this. But most of the time flirting is done because either one or both parties are in situations/relationships that are somewhat, if not completely, fufilling but do find each other attractive and interesting.

Every once and a while I come across a man who is just as good at flirting as I am. He gives the right amount of attention for a flirt partner. Saids the right things, and does not back down or get intimited by a woman who knows the "wonders" of flirting. Sometimes if our situations change it leads to exploring a real relationship. Most of the time though, our situations keeps us strictly flirting but with a great friendship. These men are great flirts because they never cross a major line, they do not become a nuisance, and besides being sexy in their own way they know how to translate this with words, and actions.

I have said all of this just to say Yes! I am a flirt!!! I may have flirted with you, but if you are one of the unlucky flirts who hasn't master the art of flirting, I have just told you why The Bombshell has stopped flirting with you!!!

Artist Spotlight and fellow Gemini Star aka Frank of the Diligentz

2010-06-24T23:50:00.000-07:00

June 10th, 2010

I am Late!!!! I told myself the night before that I would not be late for this face to face interview, and I am leaving my house at 10:15 am and the meeting is 45 minutes away in the lovely city of Oakland at 10:30 am. Just as I am about to break the law and give a ring to my interviewee he texts me, “ I am running late, Sorry.” Whew! For once the heat is off me, well the heat isn’t really on him either, I mean , IT’S HIS 22ND BIRTHDAY!

Oakland’s famous Merritt Bakery is quite busy at 11:00 am this thursday and as he approaches I’m actually quite shocked at how shy Star aka Frank is.

Me: Happy birthday!

!! (chants) 22 22 22

Frank: I’m moving up!

Me: So tell me a little about yourself!

Frank: Well, my name is Frank and I’m 22 as of today. I’m an artist, as a lot of people say. Actually I rap, I produce, I like to write songs for people also. That is like one thing I’ve been trying to get my name out there for, I just like being in the studio.

Me: When did you get started?

Frank: I would say in high school...

Me: So like, what, three, four years ago? (chuckles)

Frank: (Laughs) Naw! I’m

an OG out here, probably like five years ago. Basically I was supposed to play football one year, I didn’t play because I didn’t go to any of the weight training. Then I went to go get a jersey, I thought I was still going to get one, they said I couldn’t get one! I was mad, I was crying right, (points and looks at the camera) don’t tell nobody I was crying! Then I went to my spanish class and thats where I wrote my first rap. Then I got with the group The Diligentz....

Me: Tell me about The Diligentz

Frank: (The group consists of ) Jay Anthony, Pranksta the Kidd, Damey and myself. We became a pretty big group through

out the whole bay area, northern California and southern California even out of state. I get hits from people who know about the music, its crazy. Its weird sometimes, especially back in the early parts, people would just walk up to you, and I was working at the mall at Hilltop Sears, and people were just coming up to me and chasing me and my boy. It was crazy for a minute!

Me: For the group what would you say was the biggest stand out hit?

Frank: “The Punk rock remix,” of course! It was trendy, everybody was fresh, we brought a new style out. Everybody was fly, a lot of people didn’t like it at first but they ended up jumping on with it anyway, when they seen how fresh it was. That was probably our biggest hit then I’d say after that “Stroke ya body” song with the Aaliyah sample, that Jay Ant produced, then the “Bopular” song. Those are probably the three biggest hits. We still preform those to this day.

Me: What brought about “808’s and Love Make?”

Frank: I was producing one night at home and I made a slow beat, I used different sounds that I hadn’t used before, kind of a smooth vibe. I recorded “808 Slap,” thats the second song on the album, and I was playing it for my friend Ni

ck Maples and he gave me the idea “you should do an album called ‘808’s and Love Make’!” It is a parody of Kanye West’s “808’s and Heartbreak.”

Me: What is the best song on that album to you and what was your favorite song to make?

Frank: That’s hard! My favorite song to listen to is “Movie Stars” and my favorite song to make would have to be “ Boom Boom Room.”

Me: That’s the ultimate stripper song! I remember when I first heard it, Poke (Dj Slowpoke) put it on a mix, it was the first song on the mix. I remember hitting him like “I need that song, who’s song is that?”

Frank: Poke, thats my mans right there!

Me: What do you have coming up?

Frank: I have this new album that I’m trying to push right now called “Aka Frank.” I still go by Star, but Frank is me, so “Aka Frank” is showing more of my personality aside from being in the group. Just want to make a name for myself.

Me: What’s the difference between “808’s and Love make” and “Aka Frank?”

Frank: “808’s and Love make” is more R&B, I would say R&Clap. I am rapping way more on “Aka.”

Me: What could we look forward to on “Aka,” any features and such?

Frank: Oh yea! Production by Jay Ant, Su and more...

Me: Where are you trying to take it?

Frank: I had a show in Houston during March Madness, and I wasn’t able to preform because it was too poppin, but I had a “Get it Back Fam” EP pressed up and I had put my boy’s number on them, we passed out all my cd’s out there and he’s been getting alot of calls for me. So eventually yes I would like to get out of the bay, not move from the bay but get my music heard all over.

During this time the food has arrived and as we are chatting and setting up our plates I notice that Frank has a certain look on his face. I remember receiving a “Happy Easter” text from him with him in his Sunday best. And it dawns on me that he wants to bless the food before we eat.

Me: You look like you want to say a prayer right now?

Frank: Yea (laughs).

He bows his head as I do mine and he says quickly “God is good God is great Thank you for this food Amen!”

Awwwwwww!!!!!

Me: What do you think you learned from the madness of The Diligentz that will help you on the solo career tip?

Frank: Got to be prepared at all times. Got to keep it trill, always got to keep it trill with yourself. I learned how to market myself, our first cover was so eye catching that it taught me that you have to be different.

Me: Who do you look up to musically?

Frank: I would have to say my group members, we are always competing with each other, if we are all on the same song we want to be the best person on the song. My mom influneced me period. Industry wise I would say Ludacris, Eminem,Lil Wayne producers Dre, Polow ....

Me: What song or artists would be in your catalog that would surprise me?

Frank: 3 doors down that Superman joint, Marron 5 I just listen to so much music.

Me: How do you feel about producing?

Frank: There are so many different sounds out there, and trying to put all the sounds together and make a beat can be nerve-racking. Also you don’t want all your beats to sound the same as well.

Me: Who have you produced for?

Frank: Erk tha Jerk, SU, Jay Ant, Kryptonite and a lot of people in the Bay area. I also have a lot of people doing mixtapes with me as well.

Me: Which one do enjoy the most, Rapping, singing or producing?

Frank: Producing is one of my favorites right now, I’ve been in band since I was in the 4th grade I can read music and everything.

Me: Your a band nerd?

Frank: Oh for sure! 10th Grade I was in honor band! In the 8th grade I played trumpet then 9th grade I played baritone. I still know how to play, you don’t lose it. But I think thats why it was such a natural progression to the producing end. Hearing all the different melodies and sounds from band and how they came together, its easy for me to put sounds together by just pushing it out on the keyboard.

Frank: With rapping I feel like I need to live a bit more since I can only talk about what I know. I want to do more traveling...

Me: What is your strongest attribute?

Frank: My confidence, not cocky but to make it in this business you need to have confidence in yourself.

Me: What’s your weakness?

Frank: Doing more stuff like this, interviews and being more social.

Me: Who do you think is going to be the next to blow besides yourself?

Frank: Young Bari

Me: Are you single?

Frank: Very single!

Me: You sure?

Frank: Its been about a year now!

Me: What do you think are the qualities and characteristics that a Bombshell would have?

Frank: Huh? (Laughs) She has to be intelligent, of course, she has to be funny. You can’t be a bombshell if you can’t make me laugh, we have to laugh together. You also can’t be a bombshell just sitting at home, she has to know how to detonate and get it popping. Has to be outgoing, of course she has to be pretty, nice size and shape. With a name like bombshell it has to be more personality, like if I came across someone with the name bombshell I would think “oh, she’s probably hella cool.”

Me: Who is your ultimate Bombshell? I know she’s older cause you like older women.

Frank: I would have to say You and Alicia keys.....

Me: Stop it Stop it! So me and the pregnant Alicia keys

Frank: Not the pregnant one the one from the video with Mos Def. Those are my Bombshells.

Me: Well I’m honored.

Frank thank you for being my first interview and artist spotlight!! Your very talented and a pleasure to be around!

Everyone be on the look out for the new EP “Aka Frank” coming out July 2010.

Here is some ear candy to hold you over:

808s http://www.datpiff.com/Star_of_Diligentz_808s_Love_Make.m83288.html

http://tinyurl.com/getitbackfam

http://tinyurl.com/getitbackmam

TODAY!! TODAY!!!

2010-06-17T09:54:00.003-07:00

A lil diva was born!!!

With the love and support of the best people ever...she became THE BOMBSHELL!

I LOVE YOU ALL.... I AM BLESSED TO HAVE YOU IN MY LIFE U KNOW WHO U ARE!!!!

COMING SOON!!!!....

2010-06-15T14:17:00.000-07:00

Been seeing alot of talk about Karma lately... everywhere I look

2010-06-09T11:34:00.000-07:00

" Bombshell" quote of the day:

"As she has planted, so does she harvest; such is the field of karma." ~Sri Guru Granth Sahib

Sometimes we need to look at our own trangressions and be bold enought to profess that Karma may be at our doorstep to settle her debt!

People need to hold themselves accountable...

2010-06-07T01:33:00.000-07:00

I've had this thought on my mind for a while now and finally decided in the season of the Gemini, to purge, especially since my Birthday is coming up! Time to start anew on my personal new year.

Why do people not believe what another person shows them about themselves, then become extremely upset with that person, when this person is just being/doing what they said/displayed? Any person you deal with shows you the type of person they are, we get examples of their character the more we interact with them. And if all else fails there is always the word of the person! I'm sure your wondering what my point is, right? I have an example that I see quite often, first here is my only disclaimer: I am not directing this towards any one person or persons.

Here is the example: Girl is involved with boy, its semi serious or not serious at all, you choose. Girl gets pregnant and tells boy, boy says " I don't want a kid right now, don't have it." or " I'm not fucking with it..." Girl proceeds to go thru the preganacy alone with little to no help from boy and then the baby arrives. With baby here boy is still somewhat to not present in both lives, girl takes to friends, family, his family and THE INTERNET to gripe and cuss out boy.

I'm going to prove my point in sections!

First- Why waste energy being upset, disgusted, bitter and angry over something when you were already TOLD how it was going to be? The dude (I can not fix my mouth to call him a man) said he wanted no parts of you or the baby. Personally, the shock would be if he had a change of heart and actively participated in the childs life. Your stress level would decrease majorly if instead of taking your energy and hating him, you formed a game plan of raising your child to not be overly affected by the absence of father . I feel like alot of women place themselves in to the bitter circle on purpose and then inadvertingly raise their child into the same circle. It is actually much easier to not be bitter, you already knew where he wasn't going to be, it wasn't a surprise.

Second- This is where accountability comes into play. When something happens are you the type of person who sits back and looks at the situation and think " this is where I messed up and this is where they messed up!" Or do you think " I can't believe this muthafucka is doing this TO ME!" Some people would consider the first approach "beating yourself up," when in reality the second approach is "setting yourself up," which is way more dangerous. When we evaluate the situation from all angles we can identify the disconnect and can approach the situation (if it is an ongoing situation) or future situations differently. Simply, we learn from OUR mistakes as well as mistakes of others.

Third- Yes some people aren't shit! We all get it! But when you continuously interact with the person and get the same results and then take to your soapbox about it.... you look dumber than the person your trying to roast.

We are a generation of "PERFECT" fuck ups, no one can step up and say "Damn, that's me, I fucked that up, I made a mistake!" Everyone wants to blame someone or something else, nevermind that over 50% of the mistake may be yours, you can always find where someone else is at fault. I just wish alot of people, men and women, could grow up and own up, hold themselves accountable for their mistakes. And "I know I did this , but you did that" is not owning up, it's still passing the buck. I have been gulity of uttering those same exact words. But I surely find myself living a lot less of a stressful life, surrounded by true, loving and HONEST friends, now that I know how to hold myself accountable for my screw ups and let the other person decide if they are accountable or not.

I am no one's judge, I simply let God have his job!

MY SHOOT WITH ERK THA JERK

2010-05-09T10:20:00.000-07:00

It has been a year or so since I have been in front of a professional lens showcasing my modeling skills, so when Erk threw the idea at me I was NERVOUS. Modeling is something, when done properly, you work at, you grow to get the best images possible. I just have happened to grow out of modeling in that same process. I'm not booking and pitching shoots like I once was (I'm not doing it at all) but that does not mean the desire does not arise from time to time. Once Erk explained the type of images he wanted I was more excited, plus we set up shop at my "Camera Whore" of a friend Prentice's crib. Erk tha Jerk is more than just a rapper, he is behind the scences producing , directing videos and he has add Photographer to his list of "can dos." The images below is what he captured and I slid one picture of Prentice up...I guess the ladies need a little something to look at too right?

Prentice Powell

Until next time.. You know who it is...

SERVED! A SMALL PREVIEW OF YOUR NEXT WHOOPIN'

2010-05-09T10:19:00.000-07:00

UNTIL NEXT TIME YOU KNOW WHO IT IS...

Drunken rant with Mimi!!!!

2010-05-09T10:15:00.001-07:00

ANOTHER DEEP CONVERSATION ON FACEBOOK

2010-05-04T04:45:00.000-07:00

... RELATIONSHIPS....

Z: how are you tonight?11:53pm

Bombshell: im gr8t at work chilling and urself 11:53pm

Z: thats good sis Me? I'm sad scared and angry 11:56pm

Bombshell: why is that 11:57pm

Z: my family's displaced.. the quality of women I meet are garbage [spiritually] ..and the quality woman I do meet are deranged ....other than that, I'm fine lol 11:59pm

Bombshell: wow..well ummmm women are crazysomething about the amount of hormones we havebut don't focus on themwork on your family and uwomen will comethere is a shortage of non DL black men believe me we will find u lol 11:59pm

Z: lol 12:00am

Z: yeah I know but women CHASE me and I'm lonely .. it's hard t

o get away from thembut yes, you are correct ..12:04am

Bombshell:being alone for a bit is not badi wish people would stop looking at it that wayits a chance tolearn more about yourselfto focus on yourself 12:04am

Z: nnnNo ... I DO agree 12:04am

Bombshell: which we stop doing when we are with someone 12:05am

Z: chicks don't take no for an answer.. and you have to almost threaten them to get them to leave you alone..And it's hard when your friends have died and your family's all over the place lolSo I am in agreement.. doesn't always feel good, though 12:06am

Bombshell: lol yea ur around some strange chicks but i do find honesty to be the keyi'm hella honest to everyone around me nowrather your feelings be hurt now..but u know the deal 12:07am

Z: mmmm.... you'd be surprised ..It's NOT about who I'm AROUNDTHESE

CRAZY BROADS ARE EVERYWHERE....it's like invasion of the bodysnachersLet's not forget that women of color are brainwashedNot all, but too many 12:09am

Bombshell: brainwashed... how so?I was just talking about the difference.. when i was in high school it was like "my queen" thisetcfrom the black men but then its changed now the only dude that offers up his seat to a a sista at the bar is the guy that isn't my race.=(=( 12:11am

Z: yeah.. because he's trying to play youand it usually works..12:11am

Bombshell: naw...it doesn't its just courtesy 12:11am

Z: yeah it does, and I'm not talking about yourself 12:13am

Z:..here comes a NOVEL ;)12:13am

Bombshell: if black men continue to treat every black woman they meet like the video hoe or hoodrat thats all they get left with..12:14am

Bombshell: i'm not putting all blame on black men black women are

castrating ya'll and then claiming they want a man we aren't supporting you mentally we aren't trusting you oh no novel i'm done 12:15am

Z: HA! naw thats a novel jkn..I don't think you know that I'm agreeing with you, though...I have to deal with the AFTERMATH of what they do..And I forgot how significantly older than you I am... It's damn near a different ballgame for me 12:16am

Bombshell: oh no u seem like a pretty good brother so u catch the brunt of it the "damaged" chicks who dealt with the lames and now dont know a good man for nothing 12:17am

Z: right.. or how boutcan't carry a normal conversationnot deep or int

ellectual.. but NORMAL..12:19am

Z: AND THE CHICK IS CHASING YOU aggressively ...and mad that your not mangled up in the brains like she is..And we're talking most of the women you meet from state to state..And I've learned recently it doesn't matter how good a person you are.. it's not something you can "fight off" or be smart or ignorant about.. there's more women than men but few of them are your age 12:23am

Bombshell: yes...thats why i try to keep my girls cool and chill and smart i'm not the girlfriend lying to them like"u right girl he hella fucked up..its all him"12:24am

Z: I can tell, that's why I speak to you believe it or notand it's why I forget your age also. ...I just never thought I'd be killed off by something I can't even physically fight ,The only real thing I have left is my anger disgust and Artwork ..I'm an angry old man lol..12:28am

Bombshell: lol i'm sure u channel it correctly though most of the timebut there are alot of people lying to themselves and its sad12:29am

Z: pathetic rather..I'd rather be depressed than pathetic ..Depression you can get over lolHey, thanks for reading MY novels ;)12:30am

Bombshell: lolyour so funny no problemi like to write so its nice to get a male point of view on relationships especially someone older than me12:33am

Z:I'know I really want a woman to help me complete my book on relationshipsrather.. my misadventures ,I have seen things no person should see12:36amEvelike some outrageous stuff, You have no IDEA how deranged and pshycopathic women have becom

e as a result of self destructive men & genocideI don't mention race or genocide in my book ... but it's really pretty obvious ,would you mind if I posted our convo in my notes? I'm sure someone would benefit from reading it..12:42am

Bombshell: no problem12:42am

Z: kool 12:42am

Bombshell: at all I was going to ask if i could post it on my blog 12:43am

Z: ..wow double embarrasmentWHY YOU WANT EVERYBODY TO SEE MY TYPO'S THOU??;)12:44am

Bombshell: lol they are short-handnot typos ;);)12:44am

Z: Now they gone' know I can't spellmy illiteracy is my business ! ;)yes, you may post it also12:46am

Bombshell: thank you

Whew... thats deep right

You know who it is.

JUST WHEN I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO SNAP...

2010-05-02T03:26:00.000-07:00

WHAT 90'S PARTY WOULD BE COMPLETE WITHOUT THE DANCE BATTLE OF THE SEXES?

THE HUNNIES WERE THE CLEAR VICTORS....

WELL UNTIL NEXT TIME... YOU KNOW WHO IT IS

How many of you have that little "trick"....

2010-05-02T01:46:00.000-07:00

The fellow Bombshell Miriam has one ...

Here is a flick of me and my Bombshell crew... yea we fly

You know who it is...

HOROSCOPE TODAY....

2010-04-26T02:56:00.000-07:00

Gemini (May 21 - Jun 20)
It may have seemed like the answers to your prayers were recently within reach, but now the path ahead doesn't appear so straightforward. Unfortunately, your current frustration could motivate you to take an unnecessary risk. Don't let your discouragement tempt you with an overly radical scheme while Mercury is still retrograde. Cut yourself some slack and take a few weeks to put your life back on track.

HMMMMMMMM I WONDER

PART TWO OF THE VEGAS TRIP... WHAT HAPPENS IN VEGAS....

2010-03-30T02:49:00.000-07:00

Party people...... here is the final video from the Vegas trip....Enjoy!

Until Next time!

Bombshellesque....

2010-03-30T02:09:00.000-07:00

*Air Kisses* Darlings ....

The following is a conversation I had with my boy tonight, its both educational and humorous....

THE BOMBSHELL

hey u

11:24pm

ESQ.

HEY!

how you doing Ms. Bombshell?

11:25pm

THE BOMBSHELL

lol..i'm great how are u

11:26pm

ESQ.

i am good

i think i just had the world's shortest relationship

which is hilarious

11:26pm

THE BOMBSHELL

r u serious

you have been kinda jumping in and out of relationships now

11:27pm

ESQ.

nah

it is a joke

but this chick was trying to game me

11:28pm

THE BOMBSHELL

oh really

11:29pm

ESQ.

yea i have just given up on women in AZ

from now it is straightin bonin

yes i brought it back

BONIN

11:29pm

THE BOMBSHELL

lol

11:31pm

ESQ.

so yea i need me a bombshellesque chick

these mudducks dont know me like that

11:32pm

THE BOMBSHELL

lol

11:34pm

THE BOMBSHELL

yes us Bombshells are the ultimate commodity

11:37pm

ESQ.

who you telling

FIVE STAR CHICKS
, BAD BITCHES, BARBIES
..... YOU HAVE BEEN PUT ON NOTICE!!!!!

UNTIL NEXT TIME...

Vegas Vegas Vegas!!!!

2010-03-24T00:57:00.000-07:00

A bit woozy and definitely still a bit drunk I am making my way home from VIVA LAS VEGAS! A trip that almost changed my views on all girl getaways and especially with more than 3 women together. All together there was seven of us on this alcohol and food fueled trip, two of us celebrating birthdays. Three young hip sexy MILFS, and for all intensive purposes all SINGLE, and all hell bent on having the most amazing Vegas experience possible. I dare to say we SUCCEED! I will give you a quick introduction to each one of the ladies in a second, first I want to explain my timidness on returning to Vegas....

As I’ve added years on to my life I have noticed I have begun to mellow out. No longer is my idea of a good time entail only hitting the “discotheque” and boogying down to the grooves in the tightest dress possible, drink in hand. I found I love doing “adult” things, going to see exhibits, restaurants, natural landmarks etc. Now don’t get me wrong the “bombshell” glamour is still the most attractive look for a lot of my activities, but I have come to understand that glamour is found outside of the clubs as well.

Once upon a time the Bombshell formerly known as Bella Eve was flown out to Vegas on a whim just to party with the best of them. Ushered through back doors with no I.D. or bag checks, no worry of a dress code, prime seating (the DJ booth), hitting strip clubs with Lil Jon, passing some Kush to a certain Actress (G.U.), being practically elbow to elbow with a Hilton, and on and on. So while most of friends were excited to hit vegas I was some what over the idea and passed on vegas trips for about 3 years.

SO, WHY THIS VEGAS TRIP?

This trip was proposed to me by some of the lovely ladies I have taken to hanging with, young, sexy, smart, witty, sassy and definitely bombshell ladies. All of us hard workers who try to satisfy that chic socialite within and still handle our “independent, Single Lady” duties. It was pretty much agreed upon by all the ladies that we deserve this little weekend of “debauchery” done in the sexiest of ways. With the crazy hours I’ve been working at the new gig and the fact that I realized that about a whole 2 years and some change had passed and I had not taken a trip, it was a no brainer that I should be apart of the mini vacation.

AND SO THE TRIP BEGINS

Even the rain couldn’t damper our spirits, frankly we were ready to get it in! At San Francisco international airport we met up with another one of our ladies and the five us had a cafe rearrange the furniture so we could eat...and the drinking and laughing began!!!!! By now it should be no secret what us women discuss when we get together. I swear we had the most hilarious, graphic and real talk about sex and men ever!!! # White Zins for me and 2 beers for everyone else we hustled onto the plane and began our descent into SIN CITY.

If most women are honest they will admit that there is always some apprehension about meeting new women for the first time and also about taking your first trip with women you haven’t been around for 24 hrs straight. And I will eagerly admit I felt that slight uneasiness. I quickly felt right at home, these ladies were hella funny and were just trying to have a great time just like me, so we all had something in common right off the bat.

So since pictures will better show what kind of fun was had... here you go...

P.S. There is more to come!!!

Vision of Black Love

2010-03-08T22:21:00.000-08:00

“Woman was taken out of man; not out of his head to top him, nor out of his feet to be trampled underfoot; but out of his side to be equal to him, under his arm to be protected, and near his heart to be loved”

In the height of their hay day they were accused of being swingers (sound familar) Ozzie Davis and Ruby Dee to me are the best example of long lasting amazingly beautiful and graceful Black love in Hollywood!!

The President and First Lady...

The Bombshell...

Girl's night right before Valentine's Day

2010-02-03T20:35:00.000-08:00

Hey all I wanted to take some time to show you guys the great fun I had throwing a "Booty Palor" pleasure party. Of course I had to customize the event by naming it "Sweet Treats Soriee" a lil Pre-Valentine party ... Hit me if your interested in throwing one....

All the Wine, champagne , snacks... stories and laughs... we had a great time...

Man I can't wait til March!!!

Until next time....

In 2010 is the threat of releasing a sex tape really a threat?

2010-01-04T21:22:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!

Okay so the Bombshell is grown and has been for a while now, so when comes to getting her "freak on" I gets it in. What does that mean, that means, I push my limitations sexually, and in this case electronically. No, not everyone gets the "business" but it does get doled out from time to time. Now with this disclaimer out of the way I shall get to the real grime.

A couple days ago unbeknownst to me a certain person asked a favor of me via instant messenger, I never got the request and the very next instant message I received was of him "cussing" me out. After a message from me was sent effectively scolding him for his childish tantrum (hey if you act like a child I shall treat you like one) his response was to continue with his "your stupid, I'm better than you...blah blah blah" tirade and to spice things up "oh an your video is on some amatuer porn sites so don't be surprised if you do get recognized lol !" This is an actual quote from his message...fyi.

I am not going to lie, apart of me got a little embarrassed, but then I remember thinking, "Wow people still use that as a threat?" I mean, this is not a solo video at all, he is very much present...and dare i say vocally enjoying the sexual acts being performed. So if he is not embarrassed with putting a video out with his "junk" prominently displayed, and his "bitch-like" pleasure sounds, why should I be. The video itself is over 5 years old, he still has it and quite frequently watches it, as he as admitted to me in the past, thinking that would turn me on in some way. We were never a couple, and over the past years when the urge to be boo'd up came he never was a prospect, now I will admit that me stating this probably reflects poorly on me as much as him, but hey I'm grown. I can admit my mistakes, and five years ago i was definitely in a different state of mind.

I also realized that the initial panic that you get from that "threat" is not one of being in trouble but one of being told that you are horrible. I mean all of us think we know a thing or two in the sack, and to have this notion be up for public review is kind of frightening. In my case the fear was short lived, why, because my "co-star" definitely wasn't putting in much work.

With all these stars making careers out of their sex tape exploitation, can the threat of a release of one be so scary now a days? I mean what it sounds like he's saying is "I'm going to give you a different fan base !" I mean if he actually has or does decide to go through with this I guess be on the look out for the Bombshell-Affairs on the E! channel Ala "Keeping up with the Kardasians."

No but seriously just as a public service announcement to all of you, the only time the threat of a tape will cause a scandal of any sort is if the recording contains 1.) a highly ranked/known government officials 2.) A teeny bopper celebrity (preferably under age) 3.) Some sort of homosexual activity (Strictly for the fellas) and 4.) Some Group or Train type activity of a budding star.

But how about this, how about enjoy whatever sexual activity you get from someone and when its over its over. Trying to throw sexual acts whether actually documented or not in some one's face is a testament to how weak you are as an individual and also screams that you are not OVER (me) them. You come across as being bitter, to more than half of your views and your sexual performance rating may actually end up causing you more embarrassment than you planned , can you say BACKFIRE!

I think I'm going to list Sex tape etiquette .

-Oh new logo ..done by Ian Designs follow him on twitter www.twitter.com/iandesigns

"Throw it in the Bag!" Holiday ensemble shopping with the bombshell

2009-11-23T10:26:00.000-08:00

Yes its that time of year. The time when the most fashionable holidays roll upon us in quick like succession. from casual family gatherings to semi-formal company parties( assuming your company didn't do away with the events per the Recession)! all of us want the perfect ensembles to wow those we are around. don't you fret! the bombshell is here to make sure you all are "fashion-ate" for this 09' holiday season and get you '10 fresh for NYE!!! And don't worry the bombshell is on a tight budget this season as well ;)

Okay so don't be afraid to show some colors... Fall color tights are all the rage ...

With the leg wear...do not let the chill stop you from wearing skirts and dresses...designs in the fishnets and layering is the the look...layers up top and layers on your legs...

As you see with my h&m outfit selections I'm missing browns and blacks..creams with colors...boots with dresses and skirts..and layering my knits... shrugs and scarfs and tube scarfs...

Tube scarfs ..are really versatile and are best when paired with a coat or shrug or knitwear...wear it as a hood or around the neck...or over the shoulders for a unique splash of color....mine is from h&m and is green!!!!

The fur vest is the Rage as well...paired with jeans or a dressy ensemble it gives a swanky look!!!

accessorize.......

When dress shopping be honest with yourself, if you know your gonna throw down for thanksgiving maybe get the dress a size bigger to accommodate for "added " thickness. There is nothing sexy about a woman in a too small dress. Shape wear...its out friend...they can be uncomfortable...but its worth it when you look back at the images from the parties... I suggest Frederick's of Hollywood, Macy's and ......

Dresses with colors stay away from neon pink...regular red and green... look for structured dresses with shoulders and sleeves ..its time to bust out those sexy boots, ankle boots, thigh high boots, Mary Jane's and peep toes. I prefer 5 inches or higher...and crave platforms. I will be getting a few deep colored shoes but will have an abundance of blacks, tans and browns.

Pair up Leather and lace, sequins and bust out those one shoulder dresses , IF, that works well with your body shape. Ladies..get glamorous with those gloves, opera length, mid length, half gloves etc.

Be a smart shopper.. Check more than one store buy pieces that fit well with in your wardrobe and remember Wear your fashion don't let it wear you!!! Happy Holidays...Fashionistas!!

Until next time here's my Lipstick

Never a Dull Moment!!!

2009-11-16T10:58:00.000-08:00

I guess I had my Friday the 13th Moment..technically!!!

In support of the homie Erk Tha Jerk & his smash new single "Right Here," I headed out to the casting call that was talking place at Heights Lounge in San Francisco, Ca. I had never been to Heights before, its located on Van Ness street, from the appearance outside it looks like your going into a huge club, but it is actually quite quaint and "cozy" once you make it inside.

So as everyone has noticed The Bombshell hasn't really been going out, as of late. I mean I go to "The Crew's" events or outings, grown and sexy events, but never just out to a club. AAAAAAAnnnnnndddd since I was solo bolo and looking snazzy i decided to buy a drink even though I had been sipping a nice concoction while preparing to hit this event.

MISTAKE NUMBERO UNO!!!

So I guess the bartender thought I was looking quite sexy as well because he serves my requested drink of Patron and Red Bull in the biggest glass I've seen in a while. As I wait for Erk to arrive I drink it....all of it..and as the Red Bull kicks in I feel quite good. Erk and Taj ( Google the homie Taj Mahall video director..that boy good!) arrive we all chat, its 12:30am and I'm already saying my goodbyes. Quick air kisses to Lisadoright! So as I begin my strut to the car from the club that Patron (sneaky bastard) hits me and though I am not visibly drunk I would soon find out that my judgement was off. How? Simple! Less than a mile from home I run out of gas!!! WTF BOMB!!! I have Never ...ever ran out of gas before. And especially not with $20.00 chilling in my secret gas money compartment. Talk about a Bombshell in Distress!! Of course I coast into the parking lot of The W Hotel parking lot...which was popping on the Friday night (may have to make that the close drink spot), no scary deserted roads for this Bombshell. Text my friend that works the night audit shift for the telly (hotel) to keep me company while I waited for my knight in shining armor to arrive, My Dad!!! The homie couldn't believe I was drunk said he couldn't tell ...if it wasn't for me repeating "I'M DRUNK!" Which for everyone who has drank with me on the regular ...that's the running joke..that and "I LOVE YOU!" I'm a happy drunk what can I say! Well definitely a lesson learned, actually two. 1. Bomb, stop being lazy and gas up before you leave! 2. Drinking and driving is a no no....

Don't worry readers I have already scheduled my spanking ;) mmmm I'm such a bad girl...lol...

Until next time Here's my lipstick...

I <3 H&M!!!!

2009-11-09T16:32:00.000-08:00

My first encounter with H&M came when I was 19 years old and living in New York. H&M was like this heaven sent fashion mecca...my "cherry-popping" H&M experience was random, as I was just roaming the streets of Manhattan and stumbled across this big bright store. Inside I strutted and found that not only were the clothes affordable but fashionable and of pretty great quality.

*HUGE GRIN*

TO my fashionistas and Dapper men..we are talking Leather, Suede and more!!! To further prevent me from ever falling out of unyielding lust for them, H&M will be Launching Nov. 14th, 2009 a line of shoes and bags that Jimmy Choo designed for them...

Affordable Jimmy Choo's...

So for my "serious" Fashionistas here is some information on how the official Launch day will go for u Tomorrow November 12th, 2009

H&M is launching Jimmy Choo for H&M on November 14th. Since the collection is in very high demand, we’re expecting a crowd.
WHAT DO I DO IF I ARRIVE BEFORE OPENING HOURS?If there is a line, please wait in line and H&M store staff will inform you about how to shop.
HOW DOES THE QUEUING SYSTEM WORK?The first 160 people in line will receive a bracelet; on the bracelet you will be given a specific time for shopping in our designated area. The bracelets are only needed for the women’s shoes, bags and accessories. Customers shopping the men’s collection or the women’s garments will not require a bracelet. When your time has come, we will let you into the designated area to shop. Our goal is to create a better shopping experience for all of our customers.

If you are not one of the 160 first in line, you will of course have the opportunity to shop from the rest of the collection or within H&M. After about two hours we will also open up the designated area for all of our customers.
To make sure as many customers as possible are able to buy from the Jimmy Choo for H&M collection, we have a limitation. Every customer can buy the whole collection but with a limitation of buying maximum one per product, i.e. not more than one size (shoes/garments) or piece (accessories) per product per customer. The limitation covers the whole Jimmy Choo for H&M Collection. Your place in line does not guarantee any items from the Jimmy Choo for H&M collection.
WHICH STORE WILL HAVE THE ITEMS I’M LOOKING FOR?Please see the full collection under “Collection Overview” in the navigation below. Each item will have a “Find a store” button that will reveal where you can find that specific item.

Also the site has this great thing called the "Fashion studio"where u can select a model and dress him/her. Here is my model!!!

UNTIL NEXT TIME ...

HERE'S MY LIPSTICK...

The Bombshell's Stilettos!!!!

2009-11-02T18:31:00.001-08:00

*DEEP SIGH*

I really only plan on addressing this once for 09'/10' so here we go!...

THE BOMBSHELL'S STILETTOS

It is said that when someone hates on you, you are doing something right! As far as hater-ism is concerned, I've never had a problem collecting [haters] them. Shit I even went as far as having a page entitled "Everybody hates Eve" in 2006(What can I say it was a move making year). I've had an issue with "girls" hating on me since the 8th grade. It hasn't really changed how I function, I still speak my mind, go where I want, and have a very tight circle of friends.
If the haters, we shall call them "the afflicted," aren't disgusted with me because of the modeling, it is usually because of the male company I keep and the male suitors I attract. I mean for the most part I have great taste in men visually, personality and status wise. So naturally these men tend to have an abundance of "groupies!"
By now I'm used to the goings on of "groupies." But I have realized I tend to attract a different type of "afflicted -groupie." They are the "carbon copy" or what I like to call my "SBF" (based off the movie "Single White Female."). These chicks watch what you do, who you are with, hate to no end and have convinced themselves that you are not so special. In fact by acting just like you they will get everything you have and in a sense "rub" you right out the picture.
Usually it makes for great comedic relief (I mean seriously why would you think you could essentially, beat me at my own "game") but if this "idea" is mixed with a "psychotic personality," it can definitely be dangerous. I haven't run across that, Thankfully, but this is probably because I think most females know there is a quite rage brewing inside of me. Most, even though they do fuck with me, try not to test me too much.

This is directed to two (little girls) women in general, one I had the pleasure/displeasure of running into recently and the other has never really disappeared. It is also to serve as a bit of a warning to any others thinking of trying this method.

Chick #1 First it’s been how many years since you disrespected the boundaries of my "then" relationship. Acting like you don't know who I am was a silly move...especially since I JUST found out all of what you did. I mean you showcase a certain amount of maturity when you at least make eye contact with someone that you fell out with when u run into them years later. Just a little bit of "grown up" advice.
You hung out with me...tried your hand at modeling even had a little website, but still couldn't quite build up a "bombshell buzz," and even with all that you still couldn't get him. Not how I had him, for such an "educated" female you really aren't that bright. My hustle, the modeling, was only a small part of why he was with me.
*Deep Sigh*
I'm hardly mad, because I know for all the "sensuality and confidence" you try to project, I, just like a lot of other people, see right through it. I hope you get a hold of that and stop thinking your better than people, because that is really the most unattractive things about you!

Chick #2 Wow...what can I say. The bay is small and so it almost goes without saying that you are going to have a couple of men in common from time to time with a woman. But when that number keeps growing or I hear about your attempts to link up with my ex boyfriends/lovers that you know about and want to fancy yourself my friend, it makes me wonder.
I can almost hear you questioning "What does she have that I don't?" It’s what the French call "Je ne sais quoi?" With that being said, you will not retain the same relationship I have with anyone, least of the men I have encountered. You are not me! Never will be, even if you were to slide your feet into my 5 inch stilettos and hit this catwalk of life your walk would be nothing close to the sexy strut I maintain.
Just stop!
Work on being you, and you will see your relationships grow stronger. Attempting, terribly I may add, to be me is not the key to reconstructing the mess that is your life.

I try to maintain a positive outlook. Hence the bits of positive advice, no name calling, or name dropping, these ladies know who they are.

No matter where I purchase them and no matter who makes them, The Bombshell's stilettos will always be a custom fit, just for The Bombshell's feet!

Until Next time here’s my lipstick print!

Welcome to Halloween month...

2009-10-07T10:58:00.001-07:00

skype id: bombshellbella

twitter.com/bombshellbella

http://www.theblackintel.com/

Pictures from the 90's party "If its major..."

tHE PARTY WAS JAMMIN! ME AND MY BESTIE T IN THE MIX!

pEEP THE KICKS! AND THE FITS!

ME AND P ...I WAS GETTING HIS BDAY ORDER!! DJ SHAUDEE SHAUD AND THE C.M.E.!

VICTOR WITH THE LADIES! SLAPNASTY ENT!!!

jAM AND P VS ME AND T! ASA GETTING IT IN!

tHE CREW!!! ME , BESTIE T AND FAVORITE JAM!!!

wE THANK U FOR A PUMPIN NITE!!! ALL PHOTO CREDITS GO TO GORDON GULLETT

HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY JUSTICE!!

NEW MODEL IMAGE U LIKE

WELL THATS ALL TIL NEXT TIME ...
HERE'S MY LIPSTICK

HURRICANE RANT FROM THE BOMBSHELL!!!

2009-09-17T18:29:00.000-07:00

*Martin voice* Wassup Wassup Wassup!!!

Hey there my faithfuls...how is everything!! I know I have ventured out with the homies a lil more than usual this month. Had a cool time, definitely some interesting stories. So do not be surprised when I hit ya'll with some topics. I have been approached lately by two separate people about reviving my "modeling" career. They made very interesting points and put me in a state of serious pondering! "Should I make another go in the busines? Maybe I should focus on something else? " and so on. One thing is for sure..I want to do it right...but that requires $ a agent a manager...and focusing on creating my own lane. So I know I will be taking some time to think hard about what I want to do and how I want to do it. I will be reaching out to my contacts and seeing what I can make happen in the next couple months though, so we shall see!

Also I hope you like the new layout for the blog...just trying to make it a little more homey in here.

Here are some images from my outings...

I love art of djing

The home DJ Shaudee Shaud aka Personal trainer..and THE C.M.E.

The homey Freckles jetted back home for a lil bit...here are some flicks

HOPE YOU ENJOYED...AND I'M SURE I WILL SEE U HERE TONIGHT!!!!

THIS MIX WAS SO DOPE THAT I HAD TO POST IT...LOVE TO THE HOMEY DJ SLOWPOKE FOLLOW HIM ON TWITTER.COM/DJSLOWPOKE

ENJOY THIS SMACK MIX...

http://tinyurl.com/smackmix ===> WITH MY BOY ERK THA JERK JOINT "FUCK YOU RIGHT HERE"

ENJOY!!!

until NEXT TIME HERE'S MY LIPSTICK.....

THE BOMBSHELL 3>'S MENS FASHION...

2009-09-02T16:52:00.000-07:00

I LOVE GROWN MEN STYLE... SO I WENT TO GQ..... HINT...I LOVE MEN IN SWEATERS....MMMMMM AND LEATHER JACKETS!!!!

UNTIL NEXT TIME HERE'S MY LIPSTICK

THE BOMBSHELL 3>'S PATRICIA FIELD...DAMN!!!

2009-08-26T15:44:00.001-07:00

(SHOT AUG 24TH, 2009)

SO MY NEW SITE TO SHOP...I'M SHARING WITH YA'LL CAUSE IM NICE...WWW.PATRICIAFIELD.COM DAMMIT....THIS IS JUST A LIL OF WHAT CAUGHT MY EYE

UNTIL NEXT TIME HERE'S MY LIPSTICK

The baddest bitch vs The Bombshell!!!!

2009-08-17T05:58:00.000-07:00

First I'm going to begin by saying...I'm so sorry for the lag between blogs! Your girl has gotten quite busy.

August 13th 2009, The Bombshell finally steps out to a night club in support of the great homie Mr. JE's birthday bash! Club Mist which used to be Loft 11, is located at 316 11th Street San Francisco, Ca. Has been completely remodeled, quite nicely I might add, but still maintains the exclusive vip glass dance floor suspended over the non-vip area. I want to thank the homie Mr. JE for the personal phone for the invite...made me feel all special and stuff. There were quite a few Bombshells in the building that night all of us with our own unique style. There were a few "bad bitches" and as always and abundance of "hot-messes " aka "NQB- NOT QUITE BOMBSHELLS!" Notice that I separated "bad bitches" and "Bombshells." I will get into the difference after these images from the party!

The urban dictionary defines a "bad bitch" as such;

"A female who has everything together. Takes care of herself and her man. street smart and book smart. Must smell good 24/7, cook good,clean good, works it good. owns her own shit. must be a ridah and no less then a dime piece exercise everday.nice skin. doesnt bitch and is just down ass chick. perfect body with manners in the street but a freak in the bed. Model type. "

here is an image from The Bombshell's "bad bitch" days

My definition of a "Bad Bitch" adds a few more things to this defintion. She stays in the club, stays shopping for the new hot ness, always pulls out the daring more risque sexy ish! Up until a couple years ago that was me. Constant trips hardly ever on my dime, always showing off my assests running around with the hottest girl crew. VIP listed..drinking every night...

Then I turned 25! lol and realized the scene was old and tired. Same faces, same drama, same same same!

Now here is Urban dictionary definition for Bombshell:

"An outrageously &/ exotically attractive female. A girl whom you may make you tingle and look back twice. A girl whom you probably have wet dreams about. In other words, a goddess."

An Image of me, The Bombshell, Now!

My definition of Bombshell of course all of that definition plus...she handles her business ..treats her man like a King and carries herself like the Queen she is. Is a Fashionista and knows that though some people have to work hard for their sexiness ..others such as herself is born with it. Therefore it oozes in everything She does..no need for the extra. She is surrounded by driven, intelligent , successful people and goes out enough to be missed by all. She's humble, fun and doesn't take any shit. And does it all while constantly showcasing her femininity!!!

That is what I realized I am...Diva doesn't quite fit with me...I'm pretty low muss low fuss type of chick.

well thats all kiddies..also I have my most Bombshell image displayed with the webster dictionary definition of "Bombshell"...

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Got alot coming up so I'll keep you updated!!!

Ps. quick love to the Nvus Twins for the Love (someone was trying to hate) on MTO...get'em girls...

Until next time here's my lipstick